24th of May... A year ago, I met you :) on 25th of may a year ago, you looked for my blackberry pin.. 

and the story has begun till this very moment..

a year ago, I had no idea that you'd be so important for me today..

"I bless the day I found you.. I want to stay around you.. Don’t take this heaven from one if you must cling to someone.. Now and forever, let it be me"

I hope there'd be so much years for us to spend together

not only 2 or 3 more, but 50 more years, or maybe 100 :)

So never leave me lonely, tell me you love me only and that you’ll always let it be me...

well.. lately I feel like I'm being disappointed
don't know why but just because..
I feel like I'm being ignored.. not really, but my needs are being ignored for some reasons
I tried so hard not to show it and erase it, but every time... it happens all over again :(
I hope everything will get better... I hope I will get better and back to the"normal me" soon

horeeeee

mama.. bayinya kakak putri sm mas bimbim lahiran lho sore ini.. :D
baru dapet kabarnya barusan sekali...
dua2nya sehat.. bayinya laki-laki :)
aku jadi tante dong hehe.. mama jd otik ya dlu bilangnya? oma cantik :)
hahahaha..
terus sekarang entah kenapa aku terharu ma, sampe nangis gini :')
mama, klo ada sekarang pasti bahagia juga kan sampe nangis? aku tau kok mama sayang sm kakak udh kayak anak sendiri, kyk sayang sm aku... pasti mama klo ada di sini sekarang akan teriak2 bahagia kayak klo aku yg melahirkan.. ya ma? betul kan? terus pasti mama heboh mau rebutan gendong bayi sm mayes :')

aku bahagia deh ma, ga tau kenapa lebay gini bahagianya.. kedapetan perasaannya mama juga kali ya? :)
klo saatnya nanti giliran aku tiba, mama akan ada di sisi aku ga? mama sm papa ya.... janji yah... haha, tp msh lama kyknya.. :')

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you.. How good you look when you smile, how much I love your laugh. I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation, laughing at funny things that you said or did.. I've memorized your face & the way that you look at me.. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine..  I cherish every moment I have with you

wanna know what I pray for every morning? my grateful feelings, my hopes for the day and wishes for you...

And these are my wishes for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, love to complete your life... and for us to reach the happily ever after :) I L Y

When he looks at me I know the man sees things nobody else can see about me..
All of the secret fears inside, all of the craziness I hide.. 

He looks into my soul and reads me like nobody can :)
But he doesn't judge the girl, he just takes me as I am

Come what may, he believes
And that faith is something I've never known before.. And I know that he loves me
that love has helped me open a door, making me love myself a little more..

When it seems my dreams have all slipped through my fingers.. 

When they just can't be found, I turn around and there they are, shining in his eyes
When I turn away, he knows those are the times there's nothing left to say...
Nothing that anyone can do and so he lets me live it through
or when I'm in my darkest hours of uncertainty, he just simply lets me be
And goes right on loving me :)

hahaha.. he's at my place now, and kinda sleeping while snoring (or snoring while sleeping) :p
yeaa, I just realized some of his sleeping habits: grind his teeth, farting, shook his head, smiling or even talking :)

even tho it's pretty boring cause I have nothing to do, but I really love to watch him sleeping
and I don't wanna wake him up, no matter how bored I am...
I love youuuuuuuuu, so much.. don't ever forget that :3

but I want you to know, even though I'm cold and thoughtless and hard to understand at times, it doesn't mean I love you any less :3 not because you did something wrong... but just because :)